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Lights & Reflections

by Patterns in Traffic

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1.
You're seeing stars And that's not unusual when you are new to this town But you got lost And you're far too beautiful for no one to show you around Take my hand Come with me For the view from the tops of the trees At this height The lights and reflections can blind you So come on, leave it all behind you Let me take you away Hotels and bars Stretch down the strip, if you blink you might miss the divine If you need a lifeline Just park the car and leave all of the traffic behind Take my hand Come with me For the view from beyond busy streets At this height The lights and reflections can blind you So come on, leave it all behind you Let me take you away And everyone's running through life But darling, I'm not the kind to So come on, let me remind you You can slow down the pace There's a man on the subway with headphones and a magazine Who wants nothing more than to go home and fall asleep And never stops to watch the world that passes outside his window I never want to let that be me At this height The lights and reflections can blind you So come on, leave it all behind you Let me take you away And everyone's running through life But darling, I'm not the kind to So come on, let me remind you You can slow down the pace The lights and reflections Can blind you The lights and reflections Can blind you The lights and reflections Can blind you The lights and reflections Can find who you really are
2.
Echo 03:06
When I pass the breakers I kinda lose my mind Taking one step forward and one step back One day at a time 'Cause time seems to echo, echo, echo, echo, echo, echo Your mind seems to echo, echo, echo, echo, echo, echo A single point of failure On a single file line A simple message that you must stay on track And leave the past behind 'Cause time seems to echo, echo, echo, echo, echo, echo Your mind seems to echo, echo, echo, echo, echo, echo Time seems to echo, echo, echo, echo, echo, echo Your mind seems to echo, echo, echo, echo, echo, echo And I lost my way When I turned the page I had things figured out in the radio age And I lost my way When I turned the page I had things figured out in the radio age And I lost my way When I turned the page I had things figured out in the radio age And I lost my way When I turned the page I had things figured out in the radio age Time seems to echo, echo, echo, echo, echo, echo Your mind seems to echo, echo, echo, echo, echo, echo Time seems to echo, echo, echo, echo, echo, echo Your mind seems to echo, echo, echo, echo, echo, echo So figure it out Figure it out Figure it out Figure it out
3.
She don't know what it's like to love and be loved Is she running out of time? And the only advice is cliche and absurd "You'll know when it's right" She's waiting 'til the music plays She's waiting for the one that stays She's waiting 'til the music plays A decade ago, she lost her innocence And she's still making up for lost time She's had nothing but disappointment When she puts her heart on the line And when she tells me that she don't believe in love It makes me want to change her mind But I'm not the one to do it I know she would see right through it She's waiting 'til the music plays She's waiting for the one that stays She's waiting 'til the music plays She's waiting 'til the music plays She's waiting just to see, to see his face She's waiting 'til the music plays Coming in from the car in a cold sweat And she's finding it hard to unwind When she's hanging with all of her new friends Standing still feels like falling behind And she don't let on the way it makes her feel When they say she's just one of the guys But I can see right through it While she tries not to read into it She's waiting 'til the music plays She's waiting for the one that stays She's waiting 'til the music plays Will the notes catch her by surprise Playing something she'll recognize? Will she really know when it's right? All her doubts are returning Will the notes catch her by surprise Playing the soundtrack to her life? Is it something she'll recognize? This is all so absurd, yeah She's waiting 'til the music plays She's waiting for the one that stays She's waiting 'til the music plays She's waiting 'til the music plays She's waiting just to see, to see his face She's waiting 'til the music plays
4.
I didn't know if I would ever really grow up I didn't know if I would find someone who cares as much as me I didn't know if the time would ever come when I'd believe But I believe That you are the most beautiful surprise I'm trying to stay grounded while I'm at an all-time high And I don't want to let you down and I don't want to say goodnight 'Cause you are the most beautiful surprise I'll walk you home if you're not ready for your close up We'll put down our phones and we'll get real about our insecurities I want to show you I can be someone who makes you want to believe In me 'Cause you are the most beautiful surprise I'm trying to stay grounded while I'm at an all-time high Captivated by the way you move and the way you look tonight 'Cause you are the most beautiful surprise And even when it's not so new I'll stand by you, my love Even in the times we come down off this high, I'll still be right there at your side 'Cause you are the most beautiful surprise I'm trying to stay grounded while I'm at an all-time high Suspended in this moment as I step into your light 'Cause you are the most beautiful surprise You are the most beautiful surprise
5.
I wish I would have been a little bolder Wish I hadn't been so afraid to hold you I wish your beauty hadn't blinded me And I could relax in your company But now it's too late to be mad And I hate to live in the past But sometimes I still think about the life we could have had Are you lonely? 'Cause I'm lonely And I've been thinking of our Hotel Chelsea nights If you only Knew what you were missing We'd be counting down hours left of daylight I wish I met you when I was a little older I would've followed through on everything I told you I wish I took your love more seriously I wish I made you my priority But now it's too late to go back And I hate to think like that But sometimes I daydream I have a chance to change the past Are you lonely? 'Cause I'm lonely And I've been thinking of our Hotel Chelsea nights If you only Knew what you were missing We'd be counting down hours left of day I've come a long way, baby I'm not the same old me And if I had another chance I could give you what you need I had a dream that you got to see All the ways I've grown But in reality, you'll never know Are you lonely? 'Cause I'm lonely And I've been thinking of our Hotel Chelsea nights If you only Knew what you were missing Would you meet me at the Hotel Chelsea tonight? Are you lonely? Hotel Chelsea nights Are you lonely? Hotel Chelsea nights Are you lonely? Hotel Chelsea nights Are you lonely?
6.
Fi's Song 03:55
We're running late and the phone is ringing I can feel the weight in the room We're struggling to keep everything on track And I'm close to losing my cool 'Til I catch a glimpse of you I don't have all the answers, but I'll always tell the truth I'll do anything I can to help you through They could set me out to sea until I disappear from view But the one thing that I know is I have fallen for you I have fallen for you You are the grace in the chaos of this world Remember when times are tough There's nothing that you could do to sway me, girl There is no end to my love And whatever you are is enough I don't have all the answers, but I'll always tell the truth I'll do anything I can to help you through They could pack me up in boxes in the corner of the room But the one thing that I know is I have fallen for you I have fallen for you Do you know just how long we dreamed about you How much we thought about you How long we dreamed about you How hard we wished to bring you here I don't have all the answers, but I'll always tell the truth I'll do anything I can for you 'Til the stars burn out and all we have are glimmers of the moon The one thing that I know is I have fallen for you I have fallen for you I have fallen for you
7.
I saw her standing at the window And I ran straight outside She put her number in my cell phone Like she had nothing to hide I kept her warm in my raincoat When I took her out later that night And she held my whole world in her eyes It was like a fairy tale interrupted by real life It was like a dream come true, but now I'm wide awake at night It was like a fantasy we knew would never turn out right And there's no wonderland in sight All her quirky little habits They started to bother me in time Like a charming white rabbit Leading me out of my mind I can't remember how we got so far gone Or why she looks twice my size But when a bottle says, "drink me" I oblige It was like a fairy tale interrupted by real life It was like a dream come true, but now I'm wide awake at night It was like a fantasy we knew would never turn out right And there's no wonderland No wonderland in sight No wonderland in sight No wonderland in sight I broke the tea pot that she said she couldn't replace I had that cheshire cat grin stretching across my face I think the doorknobs moved so that I couldn't escape Before her ex showed up and kicked me out of her place It was like a fairy tale interrupted by real life It was like a dream come true, but now I'm wide awake at night It was like a fantasy we knew would never turn out right And there's no wonderland No wonderland, no It was like a fairy tale interrupted by real life It was like a dream come true, but now I'm wide awake at night It was like a fantasy we knew would never turn out right And there's no wonderland in sight
8.
Sparks Fly 03:23
Approached you at the bar in a clumsy attempt to play it cool 'cause there's something about you Lately life's been hard, we've been carrying the weight of the world and everything that we've been through We walk out to my car and pretend we don't know where we're going, and in a way that is so true You're looking up at the stars through my sunroof and I'm thinking, "Baby, I could use an escape too" Sparks fly every time I look into your eyes It's such a telltale sign Can I take you home tonight? We've been waiting for this chance to throw our inhibitions aside Chemicals collide, we come crashing down off a high, and I start to come unglued But much to my surprise, you crack a sly smile and a joke about the view from the bedroom We talk for a while about odds and ends, mutual friends, and now we're ordering Thai food But every time that you glance out the window I'm still wondering where is it you want to escape to? Sparks fly every time I look into your eyes It's such a telltale sign Will you stay just for the night? We've been searching for a place where we can escape from the world outside Where we are not erased Where we are not replaced Where we hold on to one another Where we are not erased Where we are not misplaced Where we hold on to Can I hold you? Will we break through? Can I hold you more than just tonight? Sparks fly every time I look into your eyes It's such a telltale sign If you only want tonight I won't blame you if you disappear without a proper goodbye
9.
Sink or Swim 04:06
I think we're alone now It's all open ocean beyond the bow I think we're at home now Our place has finally been found It doesn't matter where we're going It doesn't matter where we've been But if we're thrown into the ocean Would we sink or would we swim? Would we swim? You'll be alright, I'm by your side We'll sail all night away from Everything we've been We'll begin again Keep your head up, 'cause it's not over If the waves get rough, just climb on my shoulders 'Cause it's colder where I've been Than it is anywhere I'll be when I'm with you Will we sink or will we swim? Are we alone in the ocean? Will we sink or will we swim? Will the tide pull us back in? If I can keep my composure I think the darkest days are over Maybe one day when we're older We'll be so much closer To all the things we've dreamed of And all the things we've never been So would it be too much to ask If we forgot about the past? Am I coming on too fast? Am I coming on too fast? Will we sink or will we swim? Are we alone in the ocean? Will we sink or will we swim? Will the tide pull us back in? I know we're alone now It's all open ocean beyond the bow But I feel at home now Do you feel it? Do you feel it? Keep your head up, 'cause it's not over If the waves get rough, just climb on my shoulders 'Cause it's colder where I've been Than it is anywhere I'll be when I'm with you
10.
Easy Way Out 04:41
I kinda knew we'd end up here It's like the glue that held us never quite adhered I never knew what was going through your head You didn't choose the present, so you dwell on the past instead, and Hey, there is nothing wrong with me Why are you always deceiving? I won't take the easy way out I've got scars no one can see I won't take the easy way out From all the blame you laid on me I won't take the easy way out Now it's time to stand my ground I won't take the easy way out Now I'm awake While you're asleep And in a way, I guess it's just as well That we weren't meant to be We can't replace We can't repeat I pulled away and finally broke the spell And lost my sympathy Hey, there is nothing wrong with me Why are you always deceiving? I won't take the easy way out I've got scars no one can see I won't take the easy way out From all the blame you laid on me I won't take the easy way out Now it's time to stand my ground I won't take the easy way out The easy way out I know it's late, but please don't take it out on me I know it's late, but please don't take it out on me I know it's late, but please don't take it out on me I know it's late, but please don't take it out on me Take it out on me If I was always right, then everyone would have the best intentions (Take it out on me) If I was always right, there'd be no need to laugh to break the tension (Take it out on me) If you were always right, I'd raise a glass to you tonight Take all my fears and let them go You act like it's a sin to go against your wishes Your wishes (Take it out on me) You act like it's a sin to go against your wishes Your wishes (Take it out on me) You act like it's a sin to go against your wishes Your wishes (Take it out on me) You act like it's a sin to go against your wishes Your wishes (Take it out on me)
11.
Safe to Say 03:43
Hey girl It's safe to say that I've been falling for you It's safe to say I'm gonna fall a little more each day Hey girl It's safe to say that this was worth the wait It's safe to say that all our missteps and mistakes led here Take it from me, I never believed in destiny 'Til you came along, and got me thinking maybe I was all wrong Hey girl It's safe to say you made this house a home It's safe to say we'll never have to be alone again Hey girl It's safe to say I'll never let you down It's safe to say that we were lost and now we've found our way Take it from me, I never believed in meant to be 'Til you came along, and now I know we're right where we belong And when I reflect on how we've come this far It's not so hard to believe that it was written in the stars Take it from me, I never believed in destiny 'Til you came along, and got me thinking maybe I was all wrong (Maybe I was all wrong) Take it from me, I never believed in meant to be 'Til you came along, and now I know we're right where we belong Where we belong Where we belong
12.
So Damaged 04:58
In some strange way You're wrapped around my mind And I can't hide away The thoughts of all the times I gave in, you gave up We were searching for redemption Cheap red wine in plastic cups Couldn't make it okay And we could find the darkest thoughts inside our cluttered home And they could hold us back against the wall Because in time we will forget the things that we have done But peace of mind won't save our souls But in the dead of night it's so clear As the moonlight plays across your face I get the feeling we belong here You are an inspiration I could never replace Despite the past that has left us both so damaged But my hands on your waist somehow make it okay And we could find the darkest thoughts inside our cluttered home And they could hold us back against the wall Because in time we will forget the things that we have done But peace of mind won't save our souls And I will wait here if you fall (Wait here if you fall) And I'll be your strength to carry on (Strength to carry on) And if we make it after all (Make it after all) I'll be your breath as you sing along Just take my hand, I'll pick you up Baby, I'll be your redemption You be mine, that's enough To make it okay And we could find the darkest thoughts inside our cluttered home And they could hold us back against the wall Because in time we will forget the things that we have done But peace of mind won't save our souls And I will hold you close so that you know you're not alone And we won't dare to turn away again And after everything that we've been through together At least we know we'll have each other in the end
13.
We've got it all together now The broken hearts have faded out Got it all together now So what can I say? We've got it all together now We broke apart, we made it out Got it all together now But how can I turn from you? From you It's cutting me up tonight The same familiar knife and dull blade It's what living without you feels like It's cutting me up tonight Keeping the pain alive, the dull ache Is like standing in a fire with no flames Or a storm with no rain Wide awake at 3AM I had a dream about you again It made me question everything 'Cause you feel like home to me To me It's cutting me up tonight The same familiar knife and dull blade It's what living without you feels like It's cutting me up tonight Keeping the pain alive, the dull ache Is like standing in a fire with no flames Or a storm with no rain I still believe what I told you that night Four years ago in the Florida moonlight I'll always be happy with you by my side Living without you is not quite right I still believe what I told you that night (Told you that night) Four years ago as you stood by my side (Stood by my side) I'll always love you 'til the end of time (The end of time) Living without you is not quite right No

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Lights & Reflections joins the acoustic-focused, stripped-down Reflections EP (2020) with the dynamic rock of the Lights EP (2021) to form the eclectic second full-length album from Patterns in Traffic. This album also features three brand new songs that were not present on either of the previous EPs.

The plan was always for the two EPs to form two disparate halves of a whole. Lights & Reflections is the culmination of four years of bringing these pieces together.

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released July 1, 2022

All songs (c) Kyle Simons
All songs written, recorded, and performed by Kyle Simons

Additional vocals on "Fi's Song" by Stacey Simons & Fiona Simons
Additional vocals on "So Damaged" by Kali Simons

Album art by Crafted Crane Design

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Patterns in Traffic is the solo project of Maryland musician and songwriter Kyle Simons.

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